Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
isabel's my life saver! x)) dont ask her, she wont tell you. hehhh (:
then yesterday something horrible happened to me again also. x(
anyway dont know why nowadays dont really have the mood to blog leh, been quite emotionless for the past few days i guess.
watched a video clip abt riots during history on thurs.
most interesting history lesson so far of the year i guess xp
dont know leh, it was like the only history lesson everyone paid attention to.
yesterday teekay 50th anniversary games carnival :D
at first we thought that the anniversary tee was damn sucky but then not bad lah, after id put it on :x hahah.
was like stoning & walking around the school from after school until badminton finals and dunno how many metres relay. shud be 200 bah.
was shouting (i seriously cant scream, it will come out like a pathetic grunt) like mad for 1g & 2g during their relay lah xD
shouted like so loud lah, how embarrassing can i get :x
jw so cute! (: cheered for him oso tho he's from 1d lmao. xD i think im mad over that boy, wahah, not a paedophile tho.
at first was quite angry at balbinder singh that he wanted to lock us inside school until 6+ budden after all the fun we had shouting & monkeying around tot it was worth the time bah. can skip tuition oso ;D
band performance was chao excellent! lol.
goooooood stuff man. the percussion dude was darn good (:
went home the same time as most of the band members cos chee and amanda were sorta bickering with 2a rahul, read her blog for further info. x)
hmmm, school life aside.
nowadays i dont know why but he kept appearing in my sight when i least want to see his face, how suey can i get.
but why last time.. argh, last time's last time. shall sharrap abt it.
and yah. i dont know why nowadays im behaving like such a bitch.
i feel like im neglecting everyone.
my family, my friends, kor.
i dont know why most of the time i feel like ignoring everybody in the world. i dont know why i feel like being left alone most of the time. i dont know why im being so mean & unsociable with some people and so friendly with some other people now. i dont know why i talk so little nowadays. i dont why im being like this. have i changed?
i dont know.
but there's one thing i know-- that it's all my fault. that i was the cause of this all along; that i brought this upon myself.
i really hate who ive been & who i am now.
when will i change for the better?
i dont know...
but then again...
... will anyone ever really listens?
8:08 PM
Let your heart out.
I wannnY
my loved ones to be happy :D to be your BFF :) a better day more 2g outings :/ Drama SYF Gold
get computer fixed (yes, AGAIN) finish Death Note manga (T.T cannot la) KO One subbed episodes! T.T finish Magister Negi Magi It Started With A Kiss subbed episodes! T.T finish Hana Kimi finish Devil Beside You watch them live again :D good + high capacity mp3/mp4 go back again ): Chantaburi ♥ Sense 365 Days With Golf-Mike Big Ass Begins The Collection Focus volunteer to help out at Mutts and Mittens! own comp/laptop muahahah. learn to cycle/blade properly :DDD